Altho its not quite summer yet.. There's nuffin better than that summer weather and alllll the good things that come about from that. Doesn't it feel good to just.. Walk outside wit no jacket on.. Flowers blooming..it just makes u feel good for no reason.. I caught myself walking the street smiling for no reason the other day.. Guess I was just really feelin the weather. The # 1 thing I love about this season is the WOMEN!.. Yes I said it.. The women. I swear they must've been hibernating in the winter. Because as soon as it almost touched 80 degrees they were EVERYWHERE on the streets.. Just beautiful.. Whoever came up with the idea of creating women on earth..Kudos to them. For those who are in Relationships prior to the summer season.. Hang in there pal.. I only say that because with all that is out there it can be tuff to be tied down when all this eye candy is in ur Face everywhere...I guess being single has its perks.. I Plan on havin an awesome summer!! Ladiess here I come.
Peace and much love to ya
-Eric B.-
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Why Am I Single??
Why am I single?
It's been almost a year now since my last relationship, and that relationship was a year long itself.. and since then I just feel like I'm never gonna be in another one again.. not that i dont' wanna be in one.. but i just don't think there's anyone out there for me (i'll break it down now). How many of yall believe in love at first sight? raise ur hands.. *pauses and looks around* ok well.. I don't.. of course i've seen beautiful women everywhere but that ishh don't mean nothing to me.. if u don't have no sense and u don't know how to carry urself as a woman .. all that beautifull-nessss....is Meaningless.. anywayyyyssss back to why i'm single.. umm so i've been doing some analysis on myself... and me writing this blog is helping me to layout things about me and why i don't have a shorty dip. I kno for a fact i have trouble approaching girls because me personally.. i don't cope wit rejection to well, i don't like it.. so to avoid being rejected i guess i just fall back and let them walk by.smh.. This summer when i was on my cruise i actually tried to face my little problem.. and there was this girl who kept lookin at me the wholeeeeeee trip.. and yea i guess i was lookin at her too.. and i have this 5-10 second rule.. if we make eye contact for more then 5 seconds straight, imma take it as u like what u seee, and u probably want me to make the first move and say something.. so i finally decided to mann up and go and speak to her.. and this is how it went
me: hey, how you doing?
her: Fine!
me:how u like the cruise?
her: it's aight
me: this ur first cruise?
her: *shakes her head no*
me:oh ok, how many u been on?
her: *shrugs her shoulder in the 'idk' way*
me: mm.. so whats ur name?
her: WHY??
.........yeaaa OUCH.. so i guess my 5-10 second rule was wrong.. but i didn't feel bad tho... i bounced back.. but yea..being able to approach women is just one of my problems.
Let me share with yall the way i think when i'm thinking about talkin to or dating a girl..one of the first things i say to myself is ' can i see myself with this person years from now' i even take it a step further and go ' can i see myself marrying this girl' and then i go..' nahhh' and it never goes further than friendship.. now, maybe i'm freakin myself out by thinkin so farr in advance.. without actually gettin to knooow the person and see what they are about.. maybe i'm just going off of looks.. I DON'T KNOW.. but what i do know is that i don't wanna waste mine or the other persons time, if i kno from Jump that it isn't gonna go far.. u see what i'm sayin? mann i need to get back out on the scene.. i feel like an old school dude who still using lines from the 80's to pick up girls.. i'm just soooo out the loop. but anyways.. you guys are more than welcome to comment about this blog.. if u have any suggestions for helping me approach the ladiess.. ayee.. lay it out there.. thx for comin thru..
Peace and much love to ya..
It's been almost a year now since my last relationship, and that relationship was a year long itself.. and since then I just feel like I'm never gonna be in another one again.. not that i dont' wanna be in one.. but i just don't think there's anyone out there for me (i'll break it down now). How many of yall believe in love at first sight? raise ur hands.. *pauses and looks around* ok well.. I don't.. of course i've seen beautiful women everywhere but that ishh don't mean nothing to me.. if u don't have no sense and u don't know how to carry urself as a woman .. all that beautifull-nessss....is Meaningless.. anywayyyyssss back to why i'm single.. umm so i've been doing some analysis on myself... and me writing this blog is helping me to layout things about me and why i don't have a shorty dip. I kno for a fact i have trouble approaching girls because me personally.. i don't cope wit rejection to well, i don't like it.. so to avoid being rejected i guess i just fall back and let them walk by.smh.. This summer when i was on my cruise i actually tried to face my little problem.. and there was this girl who kept lookin at me the wholeeeeeee trip.. and yea i guess i was lookin at her too.. and i have this 5-10 second rule.. if we make eye contact for more then 5 seconds straight, imma take it as u like what u seee, and u probably want me to make the first move and say something.. so i finally decided to mann up and go and speak to her.. and this is how it went
me: hey, how you doing?
her: Fine!
me:how u like the cruise?
her: it's aight
me: this ur first cruise?
her: *shakes her head no*
me:oh ok, how many u been on?
her: *shrugs her shoulder in the 'idk' way*
me: mm.. so whats ur name?
her: WHY??
.........yeaaa OUCH.. so i guess my 5-10 second rule was wrong.. but i didn't feel bad tho... i bounced back.. but yea..being able to approach women is just one of my problems.
Let me share with yall the way i think when i'm thinking about talkin to or dating a girl..one of the first things i say to myself is ' can i see myself with this person years from now' i even take it a step further and go ' can i see myself marrying this girl' and then i go..' nahhh' and it never goes further than friendship.. now, maybe i'm freakin myself out by thinkin so farr in advance.. without actually gettin to knooow the person and see what they are about.. maybe i'm just going off of looks.. I DON'T KNOW.. but what i do know is that i don't wanna waste mine or the other persons time, if i kno from Jump that it isn't gonna go far.. u see what i'm sayin? mann i need to get back out on the scene.. i feel like an old school dude who still using lines from the 80's to pick up girls.. i'm just soooo out the loop. but anyways.. you guys are more than welcome to comment about this blog.. if u have any suggestions for helping me approach the ladiess.. ayee.. lay it out there.. thx for comin thru..
Peace and much love to ya..
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Why do people cheat on their mates?? My thesis...
Cheating... man o man.. where do i start.. iiiight boom.. i believe everyone has cheated at LEAST once in there life.. and I think it's a part of life.. it may not be rite, but it's something that happens all the time.. a lot of females like to portray themselves as angels that never even LOOKED at another man while being in a relationship talkin bout some' ohhh i go to church 8 days a week, i don' t cheat' but come on now.. it's only normal.. ur gonna look.. and think ur thoughts.. and of course us guys do it as well.. NOW, some ppl may ask 'welll, what do u consider cheating' to meeee.. if someone askes that question, that to me sounds like they wanna know how much they can get away with without it being called 'cheating'.. thats just me tho. To me, u don't have to be physical to cheat on someone... u can cheat mentally and emotionally, those are just as bad. Anytime u catch feelings for anyone thats not the person ur in a relationship wit.. thats pre-cheating.. and whenever u thinkin sexual thoughts about another being.. well shoot.. thats cheating too.. but now lets get down to the different reasons WHY.. ppl cheat.
Hmm, some ppl just don't need to be in a relationship.. ya kno.. lets start off wit the Fellas, Some guys just cheat for the hell of it, point blank.. He can be in a relationship.. but to him she's just another chick. so of course he won't feel any guilt for doing him.. some are just addicts.. just cant' get enuff of the good stuff. and is just curious of all that is out there.. and cant' pass up the opportunity.. also another reason men may cheat is because women do tend to throw themselves at em.... which doesn't justify the wrongdoing of the man but can be tempting and tuff at times depending on the location and situation.. I kno i didn't hit allll of the reasons.. but thats just a few of em..
Ladies..... ladies ladies ladies...smh yess you do cheat... maybe more then men do.. who knows?? but i'm not a woman so i can't say why yall cheat.. but i can make a few educated guesses.. i think some woman cheat because they don't know how to get rid of the current person they are with that they are no longer diggin', so they just go on and do them on the low.. cause yall women like to date them crazy men that won't let u break up wit them..lol, but umm ...also women are just like men i realized that.. when it comes to sex anywho's.. They like to be more discreet about it.. so u may have ur women who like to be with differnent men.. altho they have their boyfriend at home. I'm also guessing that a woman may cheat on a man when not being sexually satisfied with him.. which kinda sucks. but aye it happens. Oh and i'm pretty sure woman cheat when they THINK that their mate is cheating on them.. without even hardcore evidence.. just a 'woman's intuition'.. thats just some that i can think of..
Now me... i'm no angel, i stand up and admitt. i have cheated in the past.. not something i'm too proud about, cause i realized that i actually hurt some ppl and thats not a good feeling.. i guess i have a bad concscience now.. when i cheated on my last girlfriend and then told her because i couldn't keep going on as if nothing ever happen... i felt like i lost something special.. she was almost out my life .. and u kno that saying 'you never really kno what u got till it's gone' it was something like that.. too bad we ended up breakin up down the line.. but Back to the moral of the story.. if u got something good don't F it up.. and if u don't realllly wanna be wit the person ur wit.. just try to let em know... b4 someone's heart get torn.. cause u never know how that person may handle it..
gimmie some feedback ppl tell me what u think about my reasons for cheating.. and if u have some reasons to add.. feel free.. show me some luvv...
Peace.....and much love to ya
-Eric B.-
Hmm, some ppl just don't need to be in a relationship.. ya kno.. lets start off wit the Fellas, Some guys just cheat for the hell of it, point blank.. He can be in a relationship.. but to him she's just another chick. so of course he won't feel any guilt for doing him.. some are just addicts.. just cant' get enuff of the good stuff. and is just curious of all that is out there.. and cant' pass up the opportunity.. also another reason men may cheat is because women do tend to throw themselves at em.... which doesn't justify the wrongdoing of the man but can be tempting and tuff at times depending on the location and situation.. I kno i didn't hit allll of the reasons.. but thats just a few of em..
Ladies..... ladies ladies ladies...smh yess you do cheat... maybe more then men do.. who knows?? but i'm not a woman so i can't say why yall cheat.. but i can make a few educated guesses.. i think some woman cheat because they don't know how to get rid of the current person they are with that they are no longer diggin', so they just go on and do them on the low.. cause yall women like to date them crazy men that won't let u break up wit them..lol, but umm ...also women are just like men i realized that.. when it comes to sex anywho's.. They like to be more discreet about it.. so u may have ur women who like to be with differnent men.. altho they have their boyfriend at home. I'm also guessing that a woman may cheat on a man when not being sexually satisfied with him.. which kinda sucks. but aye it happens. Oh and i'm pretty sure woman cheat when they THINK that their mate is cheating on them.. without even hardcore evidence.. just a 'woman's intuition'.. thats just some that i can think of..
Now me... i'm no angel, i stand up and admitt. i have cheated in the past.. not something i'm too proud about, cause i realized that i actually hurt some ppl and thats not a good feeling.. i guess i have a bad concscience now.. when i cheated on my last girlfriend and then told her because i couldn't keep going on as if nothing ever happen... i felt like i lost something special.. she was almost out my life .. and u kno that saying 'you never really kno what u got till it's gone' it was something like that.. too bad we ended up breakin up down the line.. but Back to the moral of the story.. if u got something good don't F it up.. and if u don't realllly wanna be wit the person ur wit.. just try to let em know... b4 someone's heart get torn.. cause u never know how that person may handle it..
gimmie some feedback ppl tell me what u think about my reasons for cheating.. and if u have some reasons to add.. feel free.. show me some luvv...
Peace.....and much love to ya
-Eric B.-
What are friends??
'What are friends... friends are ppl that u think are your friends, but they really ur enemies wit secret identities and disguises to hide their true colors. So just when u think ur close enuff to be brothers they wanna come back and cut ur throat when u aint lookin' -Eminem-
I once had a Best friend that i knew since i was 8 years old... and we would do anything and everything together..I would talk to her about everything..she'd share her stories wit me as well.. that was my other half.. I never Imagine that she would steal from me repeatedly and ruin 12 years of friendship..TWELVE years! She stole one time and i tried to tell her about herself.. and she denied it.. The last thing she stole from me was my Ipod.. i could'nt believe it.. i wanted to confront her about it but she went MIA from me for like two months.. and the other day she popped outta no where on Aim and came clean, she said.....
--- 12/19/2008 ---
LerFras (7:12 PM): I kno I probably don&39;t matter to u at all anymore and I dont blame you, I just wanted to apologize for everything I put you through, I was going thru something and instead of asking for help, I hurt the ones closest to me...i kno me saying sorry isnt going to make anything better but i wanted to apologize anyway....and i dont want u to reply, i just wanted u to kno that im truly sorry for messing up our friendship and letting u down...I hope all is well with you...lata
ericb4prezident (7:14 PM): I wanna discuss itI wanna know WHY?
LerFras (7:15 PM): I dont want you to think it was anything personal cuz it wasnt, i even hurt my immediate family.....
ericb4prezident (7:16 PM): 12 yearss
LerFras (7:16 PM): My whole life was falling apart...i was doing things i never even believed i would do....
LerFras (7:17 PM): Rethinking it makes me cry everytime cuz i cant believe i let myself get that low...but the past couple of months things have been better and i wanted to apologize for everything
LerFras (7:18 PM): I kno we&39;re not gonna be friends again but I had to apologize...enjoy ur holidays E
ericb4prezident (7:19 PM): Ur rite... But where's my merchandise?
LerFras (7:21 PM): I dont even kno but it will be replaced..just let me kno how u want it to be replaced...would u like a new one or the money?
ericb4prezident (7:23 PM): I bought me a new one already.. Jaleesa, I just don't understand why u couldn't talk to me..If there was something going on.. Or ASK me if u needed something
LerFras (7:23 PM): so that way everything will be straight...and you wont have to look back and hate me for everything...just let me kno....and i&39;ll make a way of getting it to u...bye
LerFras (7:24 PM): I didnt kno how to Eric i was letting another side of me take control and i&39;ve hurt everyone close to me...
LerFras (7:25 PM): It was just so much going on...I kno talking to you wouldve probably helped but i dunno..I took the wrong route and im constantly regretting but im trying to make amends wit the past...
ericb4prezident (7:26 PM): from the Debit card thing... I knew that was you.. But I was in denial.. And still took u in as a friend.. And I tried to act as if nothing ever happened altho I had hardcopy evidence..
ericb4prezident (7:27 PM): This was two years ago and I put pieces together... Things I was missing..(2 dollar bills)u made it hard for me to trust ANYBODY in my house..
LerFras (7:30 PM): I just wanted you to kno that Im sorry...2 dollar bills???ok im lost on that one but i kno i made it hard for u, i did the same thing to my family...and i&39;ve been doing everything i could to get my life back on track...i even went to see a counselor...i had hit rock bottom for no apparent reason cuz i was always surrounded by people who cared for me and loved me....but i was just blinded by something...
LerFras (7:32 PM): Look I kno you&39;re mad and everything but all I wanted to do was apologize...I dont expect to talk or anything...Sorry for interrupting your shopping..and be good...
ericb4prezident (7:32 PM): I'm home
LerFras (7:34 PM): oh i thought ur away said u was out...my bad...
ericb4prezident (7:35 PM): Yea it did.. I just never changed it..
ericb4prezident (7:36 PM): I wish u the best in life..
LerFras (7:36 PM): but my intentions of hitting u up wasnt to get u mad or mess up ur night...apologizing to u was something i had to do and needed to do....cuz believe it or not hurting you and losing you as a friend truly hurt me....But like i said be good E...and take care...
LerFras (7:37 PM): I wish the same for u
......... So i guess u can never FULLY trust someone..or maybe u can.. but thats a risk i'm not willin to take anymore.
thx for stoppin thru.
-Eric B-
I once had a Best friend that i knew since i was 8 years old... and we would do anything and everything together..I would talk to her about everything..she'd share her stories wit me as well.. that was my other half.. I never Imagine that she would steal from me repeatedly and ruin 12 years of friendship..TWELVE years! She stole one time and i tried to tell her about herself.. and she denied it.. The last thing she stole from me was my Ipod.. i could'nt believe it.. i wanted to confront her about it but she went MIA from me for like two months.. and the other day she popped outta no where on Aim and came clean, she said.....
--- 12/19/2008 ---
LerFras (7:12 PM): I kno I probably don&39;t matter to u at all anymore and I dont blame you, I just wanted to apologize for everything I put you through, I was going thru something and instead of asking for help, I hurt the ones closest to me...i kno me saying sorry isnt going to make anything better but i wanted to apologize anyway....and i dont want u to reply, i just wanted u to kno that im truly sorry for messing up our friendship and letting u down...I hope all is well with you...lata
ericb4prezident (7:14 PM): I wanna discuss itI wanna know WHY?
LerFras (7:15 PM): I dont want you to think it was anything personal cuz it wasnt, i even hurt my immediate family.....
ericb4prezident (7:16 PM): 12 yearss
LerFras (7:16 PM): My whole life was falling apart...i was doing things i never even believed i would do....
LerFras (7:17 PM): Rethinking it makes me cry everytime cuz i cant believe i let myself get that low...but the past couple of months things have been better and i wanted to apologize for everything
LerFras (7:18 PM): I kno we&39;re not gonna be friends again but I had to apologize...enjoy ur holidays E
ericb4prezident (7:19 PM): Ur rite... But where's my merchandise?
LerFras (7:21 PM): I dont even kno but it will be replaced..just let me kno how u want it to be replaced...would u like a new one or the money?
ericb4prezident (7:23 PM): I bought me a new one already.. Jaleesa, I just don't understand why u couldn't talk to me..If there was something going on.. Or ASK me if u needed something
LerFras (7:23 PM): so that way everything will be straight...and you wont have to look back and hate me for everything...just let me kno....and i&39;ll make a way of getting it to u...bye
LerFras (7:24 PM): I didnt kno how to Eric i was letting another side of me take control and i&39;ve hurt everyone close to me...
LerFras (7:25 PM): It was just so much going on...I kno talking to you wouldve probably helped but i dunno..I took the wrong route and im constantly regretting but im trying to make amends wit the past...
ericb4prezident (7:26 PM): from the Debit card thing... I knew that was you.. But I was in denial.. And still took u in as a friend.. And I tried to act as if nothing ever happened altho I had hardcopy evidence..
ericb4prezident (7:27 PM): This was two years ago and I put pieces together... Things I was missing..(2 dollar bills)u made it hard for me to trust ANYBODY in my house..
LerFras (7:30 PM): I just wanted you to kno that Im sorry...2 dollar bills???ok im lost on that one but i kno i made it hard for u, i did the same thing to my family...and i&39;ve been doing everything i could to get my life back on track...i even went to see a counselor...i had hit rock bottom for no apparent reason cuz i was always surrounded by people who cared for me and loved me....but i was just blinded by something...
LerFras (7:32 PM): Look I kno you&39;re mad and everything but all I wanted to do was apologize...I dont expect to talk or anything...Sorry for interrupting your shopping..and be good...
ericb4prezident (7:32 PM): I'm home
LerFras (7:34 PM): oh i thought ur away said u was out...my bad...
ericb4prezident (7:35 PM): Yea it did.. I just never changed it..
ericb4prezident (7:36 PM): I wish u the best in life..
LerFras (7:36 PM): but my intentions of hitting u up wasnt to get u mad or mess up ur night...apologizing to u was something i had to do and needed to do....cuz believe it or not hurting you and losing you as a friend truly hurt me....But like i said be good E...and take care...
LerFras (7:37 PM): I wish the same for u
......... So i guess u can never FULLY trust someone..or maybe u can.. but thats a risk i'm not willin to take anymore.
thx for stoppin thru.
-Eric B-
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